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My Silent Past

by ENEST

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Michael It's hard to pick a favourite track here. Almost as unclassifiable as Björk's early work - a beautiful voice, thoughtful arrangements and a variety of musical styles. Favorite track: Back To The Circle.
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1.
Letting emotions rise in me They come and go Like waves in the sea I’m a sea shell on the sand The water fills me and goes back Watching the invisible wind Playing its endless symphony I hear a call from ancient times Reminding me how I can be In tranquility To be light and clear Trying to capture magic Put it into words and melody The moon is shining high above Pours into my eyes The perfect Love Of infinity I stay light and clear Letting emotions rise in me They come and go Like waves in the sea I’m a sea shell on the sand The water fills me and goes back To infinity I stay light and clea
2.
What can I do? I can’t control... I keep on and again I fall The same old story that's been told What can I do? Please let me know So I can keep myself from falling Into this old story I sing to you: Come to me Oh, why can’t you see? Our love is free Just let it be Instead you go Back to your circle on and on and on and Don’t reach out For new roads to go by I know that it’s not about me It’s only your inability But happily this time I find That I can choose not to dive But happily this time I find That I can choose not to dive Into this ocean of despair And simply sing: Come to me It’s so clear to see My love is free It gives me the key And I don’t go Back to my circle on and on and on and Want to reach out for New roads to go by I feel so good about me Without your uncertainty What can you do? You can’t control... You keep on and again you fall But happily this time I find That I can choose not to dive And I don’t go Back to my circle On and on and on and Want to reach out for New roads to go by I feel so good about me In my own Majesty
3.
My passion is burning Inside my body I want to live I want to give My love to all that is May I grow quietly In your garden As a speechless plant That someday My fruits and flowers Will sing the legend Of my silent past (Past) is when the lesson is learnt Remember all the milestones I hear a cryI see a smile They show me where to go May I grow... Let me show my weakest spot Let me touch your gentle heart I see my fearsI taste your tears Let’s drink the milk of love May I grow...
4.
Simple Joy 03:32
Why this time is there Fear and sadness? What do I want from you? What do you feel for me? I see myself in your face I know your body from long ago You are my lover And my brother And my little boy The forest gives me comfort Reminds me of the simple joy Beyond our fear and sadness There is a pure eternal soul I want to love you endlessly Without any captivity To be with you in a space With no boundaries We can shine our light When the heart is clean The forest gives me comfort Reminds me of the simple joy Beyond our fear and sadness There is a pure eternal soul
5.
We disharmonize Someone made a wrong note It echoes in the hall Like fear All the little creatures In all the woods and valleys Can hear it and shrink Looking forPeace I want to hug a tree Where is the soothing touch Of soft flowing water To untangle my hair? A dischord is squeezing The breath out of my lungs The big flute is waiting For the wind to blow Again Walking among the crowd Faces all passing by I walk and I sing For crying out loud All the different people And all the sounds and colors The rhythm that I feel In everything is One
6.
Breathing 03:26
Oh these skies Dark and wide Calling me to laugh and cry Bless the air I am breathing Oh this oak Strong and wise Tall and green As the grass below Ever growing ever breathing I welcome the sunrise Without any sleep Who knows what will be This new day Oh this light Rising slow Glowing through The leaves and clouds The earth and I are breathing This home ain’t mine This fire and this garden These big strong arms Won’t hold me While I rest I welcome the sunrise... Oh these skies Bright and wide Calling me to laugh and cry Bless the air I am breathing
7.
My Secret 03:19
Trees and plants and birds and bees Are all my friends They come and bring the sound of beauty To my ears They teach me how to move And how to breath How to be in tune I see my song It’s hidden in a flower It keeps my secret I sit in this Beautiful being And find my song within My soul tells it's hunger In my body Deep desire runs through my veins In my blood It spreads out of the firy sun that is burning Inside my core The owl is on the branch Watching me He knows my secret I sit in this Beautiful being And find my song within
8.
In the morning When I began to wake It happened again That feeling That you beloved Had stood over me All night Keeping watch That feeling That as soon as I began to stir You put your lips On my forehead In the morning When I began to wake It happened again That feeling That as soon as I began to stir You put your lips On my forehead And lit a holy lamp Inside my heart
9.
The Door 04:14
The pain in my brain The pain in my brain Won’t stop Won’t stop The air inside The air inside Too humid and thick I go out to sit In the cold in the rain I wrap myself Warm and tight I remember a night like this A year ago A year ago Pain drove me out of a bed like this A year ago It was raining and quiet And cold just like now The skies then like now Were so vast It struck me with Heavenly grace Looking for the door Gotta have some more Of this happiness How to reach that place of evermore? With my hands I light up a fire Just like a year ago The flame opens up My heart like the sun The heat runs deep Down into my bones I realize the birds are singing They are calling The morning to come And it strikes me with Heavenly grace Looking for the door Gotta have some more Of this happiness How to reach that place of evermore

about

Debut album of ENEST
1. Light & Clear
2. Back To The Circle
3. My Silent Past
4. Simple Joy
5. Disharmonized
6. Breathing
7. My Secret
8. Keeping Watch
9. The Door

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released January 1, 2016

All music and lyrics by ENEST
Except: ‘Keeping Watch’ - lyrics by the Sufi poet Hafiz, translated by Daniel Ladinsky & ‘My Silent Past’ - chorus lyrics by the Sufi teacher Hazarat Inayyat Khan (translation unknown)

All strings arrangement by ENEST
Music production: Avichai Tuchman & ENEST

Album cover art: Adam NishMa

Recorded at the Kicha Studios & at Avichai Tuchman’s studio, TLV Israel. Sound engineers: Marko Gurkan, Avichai Tuchman, Uri Barak.Mixed by Avichai Tuchman• Mastering by Shmulik Daniel, at Hook&High Mastering studios, TLV Israel. March 2015

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